It’s Coming Before the Gas Is Wasted
Before the gas is wasted,someone must decidewhether the fire is worth the burn. I thought to myselfin a house that did not belong to me,who will be therewhen the walls remember everything? East Carolina was not a place.It was a direction.It was where silence wentwhen it did not want to speak. “I don’t want,”said the boy made of stone.“I love you,”said the echo inside the corridor.“I am also jealous,”whispered the shadowstanding behind both of them. It’s coming.It’s coming. Not the storm.Not the end.But the moment when excuses dissolveand truth refuses to wait. He admits he is not hoarse.The silence was chosen. There is no such thing hereas accidental forgetting.Every absenceis architecture. Let’s go to the house. But which house?The one before the gas is wasted?The one where I thought to myselfthat I was not strongbut I was calling? I am not strong.But I am calling. The price is not 100 Euros.The price is hesitation.The price is the breath you swallowinstead of sayingstay. Who will be therewhen it’s coming finally arrives? Before the gas is wastedthe flame flickers once more. East Carolina turns into memory.The house turns into decision.The stone learns to speak. It’s coming. Not destruction.Not salvation. Just the momentwhen you stop pretendingyou didn’t hear itall along. And in that moment,before anything burns,before anything collapses,you thought to yourself— I am not strong. But I am calling. And this time,the walls answer.
Seven Times in the Turning Night
[Verse 1]In the night that keeps on turningI whisper what was never saidSeven echoes, softly burningWords that wandered, words that fledFlower blooming in the shadowsPetals falling without soundEvery promise left unchosenStill is circling around[Pre-Chorus]If it had been spokenIf it had been fateWould the sky have openedOr arrived too late?[Chorus]Seven times I call your nameSeven times it fades awayIn the dark we stay the sameLost between the night and dayForm without a shape to holdFire without a flameWhat was never meant to beStill remembers your name[Verse 2]Aya in the silent airAya in the falling rainSomething lingers everywhereLike a half-forgotten painI wrote it in the empty skyI carved it in the stoneWhat was never truly mineStill feels like my own[Bridge – Ritual Chant Style]Aya… Aya…Seven circles, turning slowAya… Aya…In the void we let it goIf it was not destinyWhy does it remain?If it was not meant for meWhy does it call my name?[Final Chorus – Bigger, Cinematic]Seven times I call your nameSeven times it breaks in twoIn the dark it burns the sameEvery shadow shaped like youForm without a shape to holdLight without a flameWhat was never meant to beStill remembers my name
Do not be afraid
At dawn something begins to move within me.A restlessness that once felt dark starts to loosen its grip.What I left behind returns and stands before me.The truth wants to become something new. The stone that held my fear begins to crack.What I kept silent no longer wishes to stay quiet.There was death in my thoughts, heavy nights in my chest,moments when I believed I could not endure. And yet, even in the shadow, something blooms.Even in the night, a flower breathes.Even in silence, a song waits to be heard. Do not be afraid. Let the morning come.Let the morning come.Let the morning come and let all that burdens you move outward. Let fear leave the body.Let what was hidden dissolve.Let the stone remember it can carry life.Let the wound stop burning as punishmentand become proof that you survived. You are not alone in the darkness.You are not lost in the night.What felt like an ending was only passage.What felt like breaking was transformation. Keep being.Keep standing.Keep breathing. The flower does not fear the rock.The dawn does not fear the night.The heart must not fear its own depth. Let what hurts find release.Let what weighs on you find shape.Let what frightens you lose its power. The morning is coming.The morning is coming.The morning is coming, and with it, peace. Do not be afraid. Suno Link: https://suno.com/s/MQ0XySxEAkNqwqTq
YOU LEAVE ME NO WAY TO LOVE
I. Letting Go It wasn’t that we couldn’t.It was that you let gowhile I was still holding. I learned to open my handso what didn’t want to staycould fall.Letting gois also a form of lovewhen staying would mean lying. II. Broken Commitment I called homewhat you called an option. While I spoke of sacrifices,you had already chosennot to understand that word. You didn’t just break a commitment:you broke the placewhere I was willing to stay. III. Not a Priority I was never the center.Not even the edge. I was the “later,”the “we’ll see,”the “not now.” And still I loved youlike someone watering a landthat doesn’t belong to him. IV. The Damage You hurt me.Not out of cruelty,but out of indifference. That hurts more.Because it leaves no enemy,only an absencewhere faith once lived. V. Love Without a Body I loved youwithout kissing your skin,without touching your voice,without inhabiting your days. I loved you in silence,in private promises,in futures that never existed. That was real too.Even without proof. VI. A Clear Conscience I leavewith empty handsand a clean chest. I did what I could.I said what I felt.I waited just enough. No guilt remains.Only tiredness,and a sad peacethat is honest. VII. The Decision I don’t stay where I’m not wanted.I don’t insist where I’m not respected. I open the door in front of meand step outwithout looking back. Not because it doesn’t hurt,but because stayingwould hurt more. VIII. Final Silence Now I go silent.Not to punish you,but to save myself. Silenceis not absence:it is a boundary. And here endswhat I was with you. IX. The Door I don’t close out of anger.I close because I’ve reachedthe end of myself with you. This door makes no noise.It doesn’t creak.It asks for no witnesses. I open itlike someone who understandsthat not everything we loveis
What we care on silence
Bhang & Renge — Lo que se cuida en silencio Poemas íntimos y tiernos sobre la distancia que no separa I. Cerca, aunque lejos Español No estás aquí,pero estás conmigoen la forma en que respiro. Hay presenciasque no hacen ruidoy aun asísostienen el día. हिंदी तुम यहाँ नहीं हो,पर मेरे साथ होमेरी साँसों के तरीके में। कुछ उपस्थितियाँशोर नहीं करतीं,फिर भीदिन को थामे रखती हैं। II. Cuidarnos desde lejos Español Te cuidosin tocarte. Como se cuida una llamadel viento:con el cuerpo alrededor,con paciencia. हिंदी मैं तुम्हारी देखभाल करता हूँबिना छुए। जैसे लौ कोहवा से बचाया जाता है—अपने शरीर से घेरकर,धैर्य से। III. El recuerdo bueno Español No recuerdo tu ausencia.Recuerdo tu calma. Eso que dejastecuando te fuistey nunca se fue del todo. हिंदी मुझे तुम्हारी अनुपस्थिति याद नहीं।मुझे तुम्हारी शांति याद है। वह जो तुम छोड़ गएजब तुम गए,और जो कभी पूरी तरह गया नहीं। IV. Amor que no pide Español Este amor no pide.Acompaña. Se sienta a mi ladocuando dudoy no dice nada. Eso basta. हिंदी यह प्रेम कुछ नहीं माँगता।साथ चलता है। मेरे पास बैठता हैजब मैं संदेह करता हूँऔर कुछ नहीं कहता। यही काफ़ी है। V. Pensarte despacio Español Te piensocomo se piensa algo frágil:sin apurar. Porque lo delicadono se llama a gritos,se cuida con tiempo. हिंदी मैं तुम्हेंकिसी नाज़ुक चीज़ की तरह सोचता हूँ—बिना जल्दी किए। क्योंकि कोमल चीज़ेंचिल्लाकर नहीं बुलायी जातीं,उन्हें समय से संभाला जाता है। VI. Permanecer Español Si el mundo cambia,yo no. No en esto. Aquí sigo,en lo pequeño,en lo constante,en lo que no necesita demostrarse. हिंदी अगर दुनिया बदल जाए,तो भी मैं नहीं बदलता। कम से कम इसमें नहीं। मैं यहीं हूँ—छोटी चीज़ों में,स्थिरता में,उसमें जिसे साबित करने की ज़रूरत नहीं। VII. Sin miedo Español Amarte asíno duele. Descansa. Es saberque no hace falta correrpara llegar. हिंदी तुमसे इस तरह प्रेम करनादर्द
Where separation does not exist
Bhang & Renge — Donde no existe la separación Ciclo poético sobre la distancia, el olvido y el amor que no cambia I. Distancia Español La distancia no es un lugar.Es una forma del tiempocuando decide caminar despacio. Estamos lejossolo para el cuerpo.Lo demássigue llegando puntual. हिंदी दूरी कोई जगह नहीं है।वह समय का एक रूप हैजब वह धीरे चलना चुनता है। हम शरीर से दूर हैं,बाक़ी सबअब भी समय परपहुंचता है। II. Olvido Español El olvido no siempre borra.A veces protege. Te olvidécomo se olvida una herida:no porque no importe,sino porque ya no sangra. हिंदी भूलना हमेशा मिटाना नहीं होता।कभी-कभीवह रक्षा करता है। मैंने तुम्हें ऐसे भुलायाजैसे घाव भुलाए जाते हैं—क्योंकि वे महत्वहीन नहीं,बल्कि अब खून नहीं बहाते। III. Separación Español Nos separamospara aprenderqué no se rompe. La ausencia fue una prueba,no una sentencia. Y aquí estamos:distintos,pero intactos. हिंदी हम अलग हुएयह जानने के लिएकि क्या नहीं टूटता। अनुपस्थिति एक परीक्षा थी,कोई सज़ा नहीं। और हम यहाँ हैं—बदले हुए,पर सुरक्षित। IV. Lo que no se va Español Hay un amorque no necesita presencia. No reclama,no persigue,no duda. Permanececomo el pulso:silencioso,pero fiel. हिंदी एक ऐसा प्रेम होता हैजिसे उपस्थिति की ज़रूरत नहीं। वह न माँगता है,न पीछा करता है,न संदेह करता है। वह बना रहता हैधड़कन की तरह—शांत,पर सच्चा। V. Emociones Español Las emociones rugen.El amor no. El amor observacómo pasa la tormentasin moverse de su sitio. Esoes lo profundo. हिंदी भावनाएँ दहाड़ती हैं।प्रेम नहीं। प्रेम देखता हैतूफ़ान को गुजरते हुएबिना अपनी जगह छोड़े। यहीगहराई है। VI. Sin separación Español Nunca estuvimos separados.Solo confundimosdistancia con ruptura. El amor verdaderono sabe irse.Solo sabeesperar despierto. हिंदी हम कभी अलग नहीं थे।हमने केवलदूरी को टूटन समझ लिया। सच्चा प्रेमजाना नहीं जानता।वह केवलजागते हुए प्रतीक्षा करता है।
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